I guess I have to put this here: WARNING! This story contains strong language and violence… and, and — and sex. :3
Note from the author: Continuing chapter two. I hope you guys are liking the story; I have taken time to put lots of details in the pictures that are not said in dialogue, there are some images that should speak for themselves. I hope this effect is actually working. I would love to read some feedback on it so I may improve where it’s needed.
If you are confused by the strange style of story telling read this GUIDE first.
Thank you all! 🙂
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everyone came to fit in my box.
For many years it was dad; not mother, because she never cared to know me.
Later came Max, he fitted in my box as well, even though back then I thought our lives were very different.
For a while it was just them, and me.
See my box,
These things never happened to my box, until one day they did.
My box was not made with truth, but with the wish and hope for love.
“Wanna see what your insides look like?”
No body wants to lose what they have, not even if it’s happening right before there eyes.
But like the turning of times, it’s inevitable.
“Holly FUCK! You’re hurt?”
“Dude!”
“I’m asking you to safe my life!”
there aren’t just two kinds of people. There are those who when facing their reality, choose to believe in it.
“Think of someone you can trust -“
“Listen…”
“I don’t like my aunt. I couldn’t care less who her friends are and what they do. But there is someone I must protect, and I won’t hesitate to do whatever it takes for that. Still, you seemed to be out of it before, I’ll let it go… this time. Come in front of me again, or Tommy for that matter, and I swear… I’ll kill you.
Is there even a difference between these kind of people? Those who seek and never find; those who have the truth but choose to not believe in it, and those who wake up to reality eventually.
There isn’t the slightest difference.
There aren’t any kind of benefits for those who can see,
no mercy is given, just the same reality for all.
You are born, you live, and then you die, just the same.
There isn’t another way of doing things.
you cross over to the other side.
“Jesus Lord!! You scared the shit out of me.”
“Careful. God and shit in the same sentence? That’s not looking good for you.”
“No. I can get up on my own.”
“Come on, I’ll take you to the hospital.”
“Look; I wouldn’t have come here…
“… if I could go to either of those places.”
“Think of someone you can trust…”
“Let’s go. I know just the place.”
“Jou, I never said it would be easy.
“I think… did I say that? It sounds like something I would say.”
“I just didn’t expect him not to know me I guess. I don’t know. I must really be nuts.”
“Considering Jensen has no clue of what’s really happening, he is right to think you’re nuts.
“You got lucky he had his hands full with that kid.”
“The Jensen I know is happier, he is softer. He listens. He didn’t even let me explain anything. He jumped to all sorts of conclusions…
“Well; sex changes a man’s life. You’ll be surprise!”
“I am too.”
“This isn’t about sex.”
“There must be something you can throw at him that will reel him in?”
“Uh?”
“Yeah. Like, tell him something about himself that he would love to hear. I’m sure at this moment in his life when everything is shit he doesn’t care to know about the future.
“But, if you say something about the present, then maybe…”
“Preferably if it involves sex.”
“What? The kid is eighteen, cut him some slack.”
“This isn’t about sex.”
“Well, as much as I love to discuss Jensen Tomo’s present and future…”
Yeah right you wouldn’t even be helping me had I not threaten to reveal your true identity. You devil.
“… I have a class to teach tomorrow. Those kids are insane. I can’t understand how anyone would want to be a teacher. I hate it.”
“Okay I won’t keep you any longer.”
“Oh. That is very kind of you considering you have kept me till this point.
“And please do not linger by my bed? It gives me nightmares and…
“You have plenty of work to do, and very little time.
“Let me remind you that you’re–“
DREAM
I have used items from these creators (not a complete list sorry. You can find some of them linked on my page “Credits”):
- simswhen
- April
- GrannyZaza
- Lunasims
- Pralinesims
- Zhi
- Peacemaker ic
- GOSIK
- psycho
- JS sims
- I Like The Sims
- Tifa
- Kaleido
- Sjoko
- Aikea Guniea
- yunghsiao
- sctum
- AfterDark Sims
- beaverhausenx
- Jasumi
- Ephemera
- Mimoto & Julsy
- BurntWaffles
- Shock&Shame
- mochi
- Karlie
- Aphroditeisimmoral
- Shady
- S-Club
- Stefizzi
- Frau Engel
- Delight
- IMHO
- simply kitsch
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Elias is cool, I like his piercings and goggles! The narration in this chapter was lovely~
I was very glad to see Ji, as well as learn a little more about him. ❤
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Thank you as always for reading my stories and commenting. ❤
I love Elias. You will see how awesome he is, aside from the fact that he deals some shady business… but, can't be perfect. 😉
And well, Ji… he is very attractive, but he also is a good man. One of those really good guys… can't wait to reveal more about him. ^ ^
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Oh janee forgot to tell you, the goggles I got them from simple kitsch which reminds me I have to add this creator to the list.
The piercings, some are from psycho, and the other chain from ear to mouth I cant quite remember. Sorry about that.
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Wow, this is fascinating! I was so wrapped up in your pics and narration I literally got lost. <—-Did that sound too weird?
I can't wait to read how everything unfolds and see how present (or past) and future are linked together.
Great update, I loved it! 😀
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Thank you Marta.
I hope I don’t disappoint you. There is a lot more to come, of course, but how would I put it together is the hard part. 😉
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Great storyline, it’s definitely keeping me in suspense 🙂
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Yay 🙂
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😀
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There was a Brazilian writer, Clarice Lispector, who said “Não se preocupe em entender. Viver ultrapassa todo entendimento” — that I would translate as “Don’t worry about understanding. Living goes beyond all understanding.”
And this is my feeling about your story. Beautiful pictures, mysterious characters, a very tenous membrane between past, present and future — I really enjoy it and can just go on reading!
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Aww that is so sweet of you. Thank you.
I will update on a new chapter in January. With all your encouranging comments I’m very much inspired.
Also, you brought up some points early in the story, like Jensen’s mile sexual attraction to his aunt because she is the closest woman to him, so far, and he is a virgin teen.
The good thing about it all is that there will be 5 more stories connecting all the major plots together.
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Your story has me in its grip. lol I need to know more, so I’m reading the next one.
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I’m really happy you like the story. I only hope it meets your expectations at the end!
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I’m sure it will be great!
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